prelude..

hai-hai nice & lance..guess what?? gw sempet lemot & g bs" msk blog ini slm 30 mnt '--
FOA, i would like to say Thank You for the opinions..
especially for the compliments..
here I go..

pcy g pcy.. 2 org ini mendadak jd org yg plg dkt sm gw saat ini: ulan & ica..
but there's no regret, 4 sure..

ica.. she's a very good listener.. mgkn klo gw jd dy, gw ud eneg" dnger crt gw sndiri.. sbnrny gw g terlalu sk crt ttg dr gw (baca: lbh sk gosipin orang) but somehow, klo liat dy pngen crta.. entah krn muka lo keibuan ca (gyahaha :D) entah apa.. tp sumpah! gw sm skali g pnah blg lo mrip sm ember gara" sering gw jdin "ember curhat" gw..love u mwah mwah.. ;p
she's smart, cute (yeaaaah...gw sring dpaksa" dy ngmg ini haha JK!), good public speaker, love jazz and lagu" ngantuk ala swing yg so different wit me & bkin gw d mbl brasa swing (baca: melayang), so so helpful (especially klo dsuruh cuci pring d rm), and so good mood control ^o^v
gw stuju sm ulan klo ica ini dbilang kebo jelas bukan.. krn kebo sangat" tdk mgkn blh msk ruangan broadcast radio & siaran (yaph, i forgot 2 tell u, my friend's a announcer :p) tp KENAPA dy lemah skali menghadapi godaan..................... bantal.. dy slh satu jenis org yang sangat" kebluk klo tdur, & bs g bangun klo g dnger suara nyokapnya (haha) pdhl alarm dy itu bunyinya sangat mrip 10 panci yang jatuh d lantai dapur... well..mgkn sangat butuh byk effort u/ bngunin dy especially d saat" genting, sperti gempa, dll.. (tindakan extreme diperbolehkan! : siram pk ember, pukul pentungan d sblh kuping, dll) huehuehue..peace...

ulan is a dream girl (halah..koq gw jd geli..) huehue, mksdny dy itu mmg lucky girl bgt & mgkn bs idaman pria" yg sedang mencari seorang pacar (baca: istri)..huehue mmg ulan ini krg cocok djadiin pcar..wife figure suits her well ;p she's smart, nice, good prayer, and has wide view of subjects.. & gw slalu amaze how come dy bs blg kamar dy g rapi, pdhl kmr (versi jrg dijamah) gw jauh lbh amburadul.. next, dy sk bgt ank kecil..even yg lg nangis skalipun, EVEN dy pnh digigit ank kcil..hhhhh
1 yg gw sk dr ulan a/.. dy peka bgt sm skitar & sgt reliable (koq jd 2?? ;p) mgkn krn mslh yg dy hdapi jg kdang 'kelas berat' yg membtuhkan logic luar biasa rumit..bkin dy tmbh aware sm sktr..
experience does grow us up, rite? huehue

that's al folks.. penilaian both subjective & objective lho dgn bobot 50:50..(gyahaha)

yagh, mgkn gw jg skalian curhat biar g post lg.. (tkt lemot lg & bs dreject blog sm 30 mnt haha)
klo lo b2 sgt" bs bgi waktu, professionalism & socialism.. mgkn gw 1-1ny org yg g bs d antra lo b2..
so, teach me how to do it yaph, huehue
byk yg ud comment k gw klo gw ud ky org autis yg hdp d dunia sndiri dmn org lain g bs masuk..
& jg bbrp hal, & 'org' mlai mghilang dr dunia gw..
like my family's warmth (miss the sat-nite and hang out 2gether)
togetherness wit my friend (bwt toa, maaph ud brp kli lo plg k depok & gw g bs nmnin)
all the habits (jrang k salon lagi, jrg bkin puisi lagi, jrg utak-utik mbl d bngkel lagi)
my used job (piano..i'm afraid i can't catch the rythm wit u again someday)
and my dearest abang, if u know, if only the love doesn't get too tough 4 us, i swear i couldn't 'pause' ur dream just to wait me up..the 'egoist' decision i made juz to show u that the things r sometimes hard, as hard to give attention, as hard to give affection, i juz hv so much reason........
sorry.....

lo b2 tw g gw sgt" sk leopard? hmm...awas lho g tw ;p
*eniwei, gmbr gw ud mewakili perasaan gw blm?
hehe.. don't worry, misery will always be my motivation to jump higher..

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